bye 2008.hello 2009
tml is gonna be a fun day :D

only the good die young.

merry xmas people! :D
im not exactly in a xmas-y mood
but im really thankful for everyone around me
its nice to know so many care eh

i need to start doing something before my miserable j2 life starts

miracles happen right.do they?

meetup and watched the first twillight show in cathay
wasnt exaggeratingly fabulous or anything.its so-so,but oh wells.
edward cullen!
i think i caught you smile (to me?) in the middle of the show.aha! :D
im so sorry i left halfway eh.
family stuff.so next time outing again idc!

hospitals and ICUs are always a scary place for me
the tears,the griefs.
wad if humans dont have feelings?

some scenes in twillight reminds me of you.
my heart skips a beat.but you probably wont remember.

having recurrent dreams.scary
its about a letter and a red rose
can someone tell me wad on earth its supposed to mean???
my dreams just keep getting weirder and surreal-er each time
idk whose the person(guy?)
but was that you?

Right now im positive about 3 things:
1.i dreamt of musicboy.its really weird cos i dreamt that he got into SA,and i was smiling like crazyyyy
2.i hate integration.very definately positve about this
3.i'll get sick of moo soon.hahaha.the word is soon! :D

anyway.back to my boring life
i cant wait for mavis outing.

"Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Not over you

Memories
Supposed to fade
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside"

its kinda depressing to know the playground that holds so much memories is being destroyed.
i know its for some upgrade but that place will never be same again eh?
its the playground that reminds me of you.

okkkkkkk.im seriously damn lazy to blog
my life is such a bore
and im trying to study.for real


突然好想你
你會在哪裡
過的快樂或委屈
突然好想你
突然鋒利的回憶
突然模糊的眼睛

long since i last updated
oh wells.not busy.more like lazy
ok.so im back from the kindaboring indo trip
the food is good
playing with cash register is fun
traffic jams, mozzie bites, uber bad pollution, no eyecandies are terrible
no greentea is worse!

anyway.mavis-ed today.
only half of mavis gang turned up
still had fun time
still laughed a lot
still lost
but i wonder wad if the whole gang turnsup
double the laughter?
hurry mavisouting after abnormal and moo's pharmacy thingy ok!?!!!

its surprisingly fast how holidays zoooomm past
and how 2008 is going to end soon
i need to start mugging
everyone sms/msn/tag/wadever and remind me to study ok!!!!!

i'll do bestest tag quiz thingy soon.
:)
having 2 roarke book to read is ultimate bliss:D

HELLLLO EARTH!
blogger finaly decides to let me sign-in!!!!
the internet connection here is very slow and tempremental
will update again soon!
and please talk to me when im online
i'm freaking bored here when my parents go pai-tuo
bye!

back in 6more days! :D
I DEMAND GREENTEAAAAAA NOW!

off to indo in one plus plus hour
take care everyone!
keep my tagboard alive :)
byeworld.

"hi leonie"
"oh.hi there sardine"
"i love you leonie!"
"i love you too sardine!"
see moo's post for more
hahahaha:D

anyway.
went for class with moo today.
and we had loads of fun as usual!
laughed like mad!i will seriously miss you there :(
and after i told her my proposed idea for her belated bday pressie, she drew me this:

hehehe -.-

dinnered.homed.take care for your hongkong trip! :D

and i realised i love doodling/scribbling on other people's notes
even in mavis

all i want for xmas is a very big and huggable teddy! :D
P.S. MOO IS VANESSA!!!! AND SHE IS A BULLYYYYYY!
looks are deceiving! she's really not as sane as she appears
she's a cow.she's beef (according to her!)
and i dunno why im frens with her
nvm.i love her anyw XD
hehehehehehe :)

他是我不想醒来的梦

busyyyyy day
packing frenzy
last minute shopping
i cant wait to come back again!

plans for after-i-come back:
xmas shopping
mavis outing II
pae chalet
study dates
piano intensive
meetups, meetups, meetups!
:D

packing now!!!!
i'm a bad packer cos i try to pack as much as possible.not as little
1plus more day to indo trip :(

i am feeling uber abcdefg right now and idk why
人类的心是个无底洞

bye world.

make me smile again.

帶我走 到遙遠的以後
帶走我 一個人自轉的寂寞
帶我走 就算我的愛 你的自由 都將成為泡沫
我不怕 帶我走
love is such a foreign concept

are we really better off as stranger?

my parents are taking some first aid course
and i'm supposed to be the dummy -.-
and my mum keep saying unconscious不可以动!!!!!
hahahaha.
registered mavis with moo
i wonder wad kind of year will 2009 be?

mavis outing part 2 soooooon!
i cant wait :D
the dates are: 11, 12, 13, 14, 19, 20, 21, 22 dec
hurry tell us when you want it to be
ASAP okkkkk! :D

yay.
yst was fun:D
meetup with dee in the morning for windowshopping
dee.i.want.my.hot.pink.f21.clutch!!!!!!
dinner with mavis people at seoulgarden at night :D
its fun/funny/awesome meeting up with thme again but they keep bullying me -.-
the marshmallow on ice
the ice-lemon-tea photo
the sardine in a can
hahahaha.
seriously.i bet they have a lot of fun bullying leonie the gong!
walkwalk.talktalk.then homed
i want another outing againnnnnn!
after everyone's back ok!!! then we go watch edward or wadever tgt!
yay.

random:
-i din sleep well yst and am feeling very very tired :(
-wearing heels yst nearly killed me
-i'll be alone at home and im incharge of housework
-i got a stack of composing tad needs editing and its becoming a chore
-my fridge ran out of green tea.hmph
-i am very hungry and all i can think of is yst's marsmallow with choco
-i think i'm catching the flu/fever bug again
-i want/need/demand a hug from everybody!

pic :D

van.leo.xhui.gab.joshi.sam.

i love mavisgang :)

闭上眼 抱紧我 千万别放

this is (ahem..) MOO'S (silly) idea anyway!

hahahahahaha. :D

spend like half the day with moo

and yes.i realised we haven seen each other for a veryyyyyy longgggggg timeeeeeeeeee

lunch at my place and hahaha.its freaking funny! :D

the ahem.number of accidents we have!

all the unglam-ness and silly laughters!!

i think leonie + vanessa = disaster!!!!!

my head is full of 為你而活 song.

"為了你而活 為了你而夢

為了愛我會撐到最后

當世界都烏有 守著你的人是我

為了你而活 為了你而夢

傷痕再深心無法劃破

跟命運在逆流

就算錯了 也不退后 "

the lyrics are damn good :D

i got weird craving for iced cold green tea like now!

nice fren, enjoy your chalet! :D

and i turned on the radio
just in time to hear your fav song back then
those nights.
i just close my eyes and dream of you

p.s.the warm-and-fuzzy feeling is back :)
i shant be so emo uh

dinner with class peo yst night! :D
went kushinbo cos we got voucher and its ladies night :)
anyway. gluttony is a freaking deadly sin
yeah.buffet is supposed to make you fat anyw.evil
seafood.sushi.sashimi.teppanyaki.
fondue.eclair.sorbet.cakes.choco puff
ate all those in 2hrs -.-
cam-whored (alot) after that around suntec! :D

the amount of food is seriously enough for me to gain a kg or two! my fav pic of the day because i'm the tallest!yay :D

caught flu bug and its really terrible
runny nose.cough.never-enough sleep.puffy eyes.dead brain
ewwww.
am feeling freaking sleepy again :(

this is for moo, as promised:

i know my drawing sucks
but hahahaha.its so much more entertaining than doing math :D

i want to watch this!!!
today's unproductive as usual.
i managed one easy math question and i&r
tml shall be muggin day :D

sometimes i wonder if i'm too cruel to you.

hello world.
i'm back :D :D

class chalet was fun.
its not the a-class-chalet-but-is-actually-a-clique-chalet kind of chalet
is the really class chalet kind of chalet
played really crazy games
bbq really loads of food
card-ed the whole night.haha.bridge!!!!!
had truth-and-truth-kinda-game
its like a confession time but yeah.
like we really share confidential bgr thingy
-.-
its gossipy to know wads the sweetest thing other peo's bf/gf have done eh.haha
homed and slept for 12whole hours
ignored a bunch of phone calls and sms-es which makes me kinda guilty

meetup with moo today.
kinda last-min but still.. :)
late-lunched.
mushroom and scallop. :D :D :D
esplanade-d. (moo-hurry complete your six hours!!!!)
andandand. me and moo borrowed a book with the same title on the same day
i bet she spied on me or something.muahaha :D
i miss esplanade library.
so quiet.so artsy.
i really need esplanade trip again soon once i know wad i'm doing for the 3min
speaking of tad.i haven start a single thing for composition which will be due soon and thats so not a good news :(
and there's this cute sign there:

coooool right?!?! hahahahaha

saw this when i was walking to bk station..

not a perfect heart-shape but still
.its a heart shape in the skyyyyy! :)
tell me its some kind of sign that i'm going to fall in love or something soon
hahahaha.lol

goodnight.

i'm a (very)last-minute packer
hahaha.off to class chalet
yesyes.its gonna be uber fun!! :D

someone plan mavis-peo outing pleaseeeee! (:

bye world

post OP things-to-do:
- finish i&r asap
- coffeebean with dou. (yes when?!?!?!?!)
- date with moo
- prom hunt with dee and dou
- mavis peo outing (i really want this :D )
- prac piano everyday or i'm gonna screw nx yr's exam
- mugging session with moo
- 08s08 chalet
- pae chalet
- moo's and dee's present hunt
- indo trip
- psycho popular bkshp in my sch to open and get nice fren his shirt
- get some life before j2 starts

okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk,freaking random
but op is in like 10plus more hours time and i'm freaking nervousssss
i want to do well or not its so worth the thousands of hours spent
i just cant wait for tml!!!!

"我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前"
sometimes.i feel so trapped in the past
i really really want to move on.
maybe i am.
idk.

sometimes i just wanna be antisocial and not talk to anyone

i'm a busy bee :D
many thnks moo (and your parents) :) :) :)

shoots.i miss tuition frens and their nonsense!
很想再遇见你

i shall cont watching hotshot again :D
wooohoooooooo


i will seriously miss mavis frens a lot!!
:(

takecare nice friend!
and many thanks a million!! :D

秘密拥抱
在一个没有人知道的地方
投入爱人的怀抱
是什么感觉？

bad fringe-cut.go away

bestest.
my promos result wont dissapoint you.really
:D

din realise today is freaking 15 oct!
魔杰座!!!
:D

i will watch lovelove show tonight.idc!

promos marks coming out in 2 days time
arggggh.kill me. andandand PW's a chore :(

tuition was fun.
i think i irritated nice fren
sorry eh X100000 !
leonie is noisy :(
got a feeling vectors is gonna be a nightmare
we need to sit more in front!!!!!!

p.s. so close..

陈奕迅-兄妹
作曲:徐伟贤 填词:林夕

对我好 对我好 好到无路可退
可是我也很想有个人陪
才不愿把你得罪于是那么迂回
一时进 一时退 保持安全范围
这个阴谋让我好惭愧
享受被爱滋味却不让你想入非非
就让我们虚伪
有感情别浪费
不能相爱的一对
亲爱像两兄妹
爱让我们虚伪
我得到于事无补的安慰
你也得到模仿爱上一个人的机会
残忍也不是慈悲
这样的关系你说多完美
眼看你看著我看得那么暧昧
被爱爱人原来一样可悲
为甚么竟然防备别人给我献媚
不能推 不能要 要了怕你误会
让我想起曾经爱过谁
我所要的她不给好像小偷一样卑微
就让我们虚伪
有感情别浪费
不能相爱的一对
亲爱像两兄妹
爱让我们虚伪
我得到于事无补的安慰
你也得到模仿爱上一个人的机会
残忍也不是慈悲
这样的关系你说多完美

很想去海边吹风





p.s. “幸福是看得透而不是舍不得他(她)的所有”

为什么你可以付出那么多
奢求的回报却那么少呢？

PW really makes me exhaused
arggghhh.i just wanna hurry get done with this bobo subject
mmm.WR are getting better
OP is just at planning stage
we'll rehearse tml for first mock-run
seriosly, i dunno how i'm going to survive tml
i haven even write ot my script and memorise it.gg :(
its pure pw chiong-ing time now!

was deleting my msg-es just now
feels kinda bitter-sweet eh
for 2years.
i see myself falling for the same person again and then moving on
i see myself loving and being loved.
i see myself having the tiny-est feeling for another someone.
i see myself with a bunch of really great friends i dunno wad i'll do w/o them
i see myself change and unchange.
i see myself fall and cry
i see myself wishing that time will freeze at those moments
i see myself not regreting anything.

ep4 of lovelove show :D :D :D :D :D
i cheated and watched the ending cos ahem refused to tell me! :))

really loooooong and tiring day.
but nevertheless.still as fun
hahaha.i love my class :D :D
ok.so rotted for like 3 hours before fencing since the last pw was optional
so yeah.went to eat ice again!! :D
twice in a row
then go back sch eat again.
i'll grow fat.wadever.
then fencing at 2!!
ok.the starting was kinda boring but after tad was fun
red epee :D
drained, exhausted. i think i'll give 东方虫 a miss tonight

tml is swimming with moo and geor and chel.
moo.say i'm the nicest friend you have!!!!
hahaha.haven swim for ages.mmmm
the last time was during scubadive lastlast year end. :)
oh.am supposed to go back indo in dec
i dunno to look forward or not.

p.s.
DEEEEEE! DONT BE JEALOUS OK!?!?!

GO MUG HARD AND I'LL
PATIENTLY WAIT UNTIL 11/11

WE'LL GO PARTY TOGETHER I PROMISEEEE!

LOVE.

东方虫!!!!
hahaha.

told you i'm catching up :D :D :D

i cant believe i miss talking to you even if its only for a day.

and daddy is going back tonight

and music exam is tml.

i'm so dead.

triple :((((((

to moo:

today is your birthday so here's a super long post for you :)

two years plus of friendship is not exactly very long

but i know its going to last forever ehhs :)

just wanna say: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND LEONIE LOVES YOU LOADS!!

oh.your present will be in bits and pieces as usual

and our next date is on tue after your last paper :D start of my nonsense to you (gosh.the whole world will be reading this.hahaha)

this is me and moo.

i cant exactly remember every detail of how we meet, but i remember all the fun we had tgt.

eh.you're sounding like my lover!!!

rmb this? the noisy typewriter in lta?

bet you wont forget cos we spend duper loads of time there,typing nonsensical conversation as if the typewriter is some msn machine.

those days where we spend like the whole day tgt?from morning to night?

:) we can even complete each other's sentence and i'll know wad you'e thinking without you telling me.

your caramel frap and my greentea frap

its our tradition to go for cafeine before tuition as usual :)

fish and co. nyny. village. subway. fried mushroom and calamari rings(your fav!!)

whoever say we dont appriciate good food? :)

we still have so many more good-food dates next time!

we even have the same shoes!!! hahaha :D

and we saw the nicest sky tgt! :)

dino-in-the-sky!

you should be feeling like the balloon right now ehhs? keep smilling :) cos even if you're sad, i'll be there for you

to the nicest moo

many thanks for tolerating my whinning and high-ness and wadever

really glad we took mep the other time

really glad still we 're so close now, even tough we're not in the same sch and stuff

spending time with you doing logic questions on sun and math on mon and thru makes me really happy, like this: :D :D :D :D

there is still so much more i want to write

but i shall cont in your letter ok! :D

cos blogger takes 1000years to upload the pic. rahhs :(

see you later.in like 5 more hours time.

this time we'll study tgt and mug hard for our last paper, then party tgt :)

love.

leo

i heart my dad :D:D:D
seriously.when you see him only once a month,
you'll treasure every single minute

the whole set of 明若晓溪is waiting for me :D
i better hurry study better dee comes

satie is boring :(

really really really tired
i need sleeeeeeep!
tml's gonna be mugging day
and seriously.i need people to message me like every few hours to make sure i'm not slacking.haiis.cramping those boring stuffs in my head makes me :(

i cant wait for my dad to come back tml!!
he's gonna bring back nice food and my storybooook!!!
wohhoooooo.omg.i hope is 明小溪series :)))))
today's chem was ok.but i think the essay a bit gg cos its really short
tml is really battle day.
2 H2 paper in a day.i just hope i dont feel like sleeping in during the papers

i dunno to go tuition or not! :(

tell you a secret: i look forward to talking to you at night! :D

cutieeeee!

s.o.s
i need a hug!!
feeling abcdefg cos tml is econs and i'm freaking nervous/scared X100000
worse,chem and math on thru
noooooooooo!!

random
i miss the feeling of falling in love
really.i mean those heart skips a beat thing.
those sweet-sleepless nights
those sms-ing eachother day and night loveydovey stuff
nah.but this time.it wont be musicboy.
i'm trying really really hard to move on
i've said that one-thousand-and-one time,
but i hope this time is real.

had weird dream :\
i dreamt that people refused to talk to me and keep spamming my tagboard
L.O.L
all the best for people with promos!!
its 7 more days to freedom!!!!
:D

p.s. dee, hurry reply my mail you bobo!!!!
itsy bitsy tinyyyy

trapped in the past i just cant seem to move on.

我要看篮球火！
因为有很多帅哥，哈哈
所以年尾考试快点考完！！
:D

disguised and went to moo's sch
kinda productive
i need to cont studying
its uh. 10more days to end of exam
woohoo.seriously.
i already start planning for post-exam activities :D
i mean.who dont ehs!
:)

mugging day tml
seriously.its so not a good time to fall sick
i hope i'm not overworking myself :(
tml will be a fun day with moo :D

i super heart this edited pic :D

GRAND PIANO is L.O.V.E.

there's a key to lock the piano

and i really find this so i dunno.romantic?

like the key to unlock (my) heart.

p.s. 我从不后悔

keep me sane please.

细数惭愧 我伤你几回？

:1000years
:in human language please
:mmm.ok lo.i think 3 days
: -.-

its like the nicer you treat me.the guilty-er i feel
will it be easier for you to hate me instead?

for the first time in abdcefg years
i wake up thinking of him
hahas.the feeling is fab
makes me feel high even at 6 in the morning
mmm.
i feel like i am floating on the clouds
XD

terrible horrible nightmare :(
one that makes me want to cry and not sleep ever again
one that i try to convince myself that it was just a dream
but why its so real?
and how come everytime i cant see who the girl is????
moo asked will i still want to know if its not me
i dunno.lets just stick to the ignorance is bliss policy if its not me
cos everytime we're that a close
nothing.i really mean nothing else matter
like no matter hw long is the wait
it'll be worthwhile
dee saw him on the train.and i dreamt of him
-.-
anyw.will take the earlier train tml!!!
i'm e-x-c-i-t-e-d.its beyond words :D
really high now ehhs.
three words: music boy tml
one word: wooohoooooo! :D

moo.
i told you chopinvodka exists!!
and its a potato vodka.okok.lol
see this:

:D

maybe somewhere in this world there is mozartwheatvodka or beethovenpotatovodka

you're my greatest distraction.gretest addiction.greatest love.

i dont want sch to start
i want mummy to hurry come back and cook for me
:(((

was blissfully watching agent cody banks2 with my bro when i'm supposed to be mugging -.-
i know the show was dinosaur years ago but its entertaining
ok.so i wasted 2hrs.shall sleep later to catch up with my homeworks
i just realised that i was too busy revising that i forgot all my hmwk
rahhs.dead deader deadest
anyww.last year math promos was surprisingly do-able
maybe cos of all the mschee's super diff revision.
haha.i hope this year's will be a breeze.then i can at least secure an A :D
leonie loves loads of As on her report!
okok.back to mugging
i'm leading a kinda boring lifestyle now.
i want to watch this:

awwww.*whines

where is my childish movie partner? :(

you still made me laugh no doubt
but how come, it doesnt feel the same anymore?

pics of last week bbq :D
meetup for pw interview thingy at clarkequay
yupps.loads of editing for WR, but think its getting much better
the guy treated us italian cos he cant make it last week-.-
nice pizza with too much cheese.
chiong for promos.
i really really really dont want to screwup promos
so i shall study :(

fondue makes me drooooool!

因为我爱你

i look taller cos of heels:)

today is a happpyyy day:D
had half day, and managed to catch some teachers in punggol park
homed and slack a bit.then moo came
studied chem and math
they're getting more alien :(
i need to chiong, like seriousy chiong!
okok.the went for western dinner
got lost a bit.i seriously have no sense of direction
camwhored like no one's business, they cant se us anyway
food was great
woohoo.cant show the pic cos the lighting was really bad there
calamari rings,ribs,and fried mushroom
omg.the mushroom was like the bestest cos its os nice:)
crispy and juicy.muahaha
idc if its fattening.
had a really fun time.haha.chatted a lot!
laughed even more.
yeah.leonie has entertainment value!
back to compass at like 8.library-ied and blah.homed
moo.
enjoyed the outing a lot
we will go eat somemore after promos ok
there's still so many!!
get your pics when you online

talked to dou at night
eh.chill ok.
call me anytime.anyw, its fun to rant about musicboy to you
haha.moo refuse to bother me whenever i talk about him
she'll just ignore me!!

pw interview tml
dee is coming tml :D
more study tim for me!

our tie-s!!:)
oh.just realised tad our fringe is all the same side.lol
tml will be study-plus-catchup-plus-i-love-moo day
chiong math time now

i really dont know wad the 3guys are doing at the back
but this pic is really really pretty!
i really really love christine's hp.
the camera is so clearrrrr!
okok.did service learning today
i totally love 08s08! hehe,my class rocks :D
really meanignful as compared to boring lessons
but that also means that sch tml will be torturous cos that's when my composing is due.
4more weeks to promos.
please let me not screw this cos it will means __.

been listening to this like 50times or more yst.
方文山's a genius.cos now i totally understand everything
like this song is really for you me him.
is this really wad you think?
i forgot, ok strike tad
maybe i never asked you.
but whn you say back to the past
does it mean back to friends, or back to strangers?

泪妆-南拳妈妈(张杰）

看着你一整个晚上
为了他细心的打扮
还残忍问我
穿那件衣服
可以比较讨他的喜欢

我只是你诉苦的对象
哭累以后休息的地方
我在你心里
到底是有没有
一滴重量

*泪溶化了妆
是他给得伤
我却只能在一旁
很无助的看
好朋友模样
用来隐藏
对你的情感
连大声爱我都不敢想
泪溶化了妆
是他给得伤
也曾想放手不管
谁叫我爱上
只是回头望
你那一张
连一丝笑容
也不属于我的脸庞
真的很伤

他一句抱歉你就原谅
在电话里笑得很灿烂
你连声谢谢
也没有对我讲
转身就忘
*

dee came over yst :)
haha.managed a few hours of productive studying i keep getting distracted by the food in my house
yupps.dee and the doll with bangs! lol
and my dad keep saying bahasa so she goes all blur
and i keep listening to 下雨天 cos its nice and its raining
anyw, next week again ok!!
:D

my dad still holds my mum's hand when they are watching tv
omg.its so sweet
at least they show me that true love does exist
i totally love the warm and fuzzy feeling everytime during family dinner :D

chiong chem.eeeew.

just suddenly and randomly thought of that time when you asked me whose the us i wrote.
and yes.its you

i'm a confused girl now.
i really really really want someone to enlighten me or something
how come i dunno wads going on?!?!?!
i feel like just overworking myself and idc anymore :(

read.replied.
sadly i still didnt get any enlightenment

meetup with dee tml.bet we will just talk and not studY:D
dinner with moo on sun:)

p.s. its interesting to know a guy's point of view hurh!

下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你
不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替 陪我聽雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你 我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能夠有你的體貼
其實 沒有我你分不清那些差別
結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉
南拳妈妈 - 下雨天

i'm glad i got my class, moo, dee they all and school to keep me all sane

tml M is going to have el oral
tml B is going to have psych exam
tml I am going to have music exam and chem spa
tml is going to be loooooong day :(
this post is seriously gibberish

最熟悉的关系
变成比路人还要陌生
我害怕这样的残忍

周杰伦-白色风车
词曲：周杰伦
编曲：蔡科俊

安静的转着
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手
梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快
走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭

我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧的抱住我
说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人
会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点才到尽头
你说不该再相见
只为了伤悲
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远

was listening to this the whole day
i feel so cold-blooded.

done with ten pages of cheena overdued work.finally
tonight is going to be productive one.so mugging till like 12plus i think
haiss.my eyebagggggs. its like so bad already!! :(
meeting dee in the morning tml :)
hehe.she'll have a ton of cool stuff to read!
okok.back to mugging.
will be uber busy these few days cos i still haven do anything for composing
rahhs.chionging during break time i think
arrrghh.i need to find more time to prac piano!!
but time is not enough :(
byeeee world.
it feels weird to be 17.
neither here nor there.

just got those 不安kind of feeling
like sonething bad will happen.
omg.tell me i'm 胡思乱想-ing.
trying to survive w/o you is a torture

p.s. berlioz symphonie fantastique is very very very nice :D

i like this pic a lot :))))))

with moo before tuition.

guess who? its not me ok!!

this is prolly the weirdest bday
din feel any high-ness todayy
then yada-yada something happened
like i got so many diff emotions all lumped tgt worried, dissapointed, happy, relief, i-dunno-whats-going-on X1000
met up with dee.was suppossd to do some work but ended up chatting
lol.for like 2hours
talked bout zheng, olympics, courting/dating, my class, and many random stuffs
yupps.really laughed like mad most of the time. many thanks ok.and i'm still waiting for my love letter!
then went kovan for dinner
yada-yda.more things happened
pool-ed after tad.lol
i know how to poke the thingy in ok.hehe
how come so many peo is emo-ing?!?! :(
many thanks for the present and the crap?
haha.yeah.miss that a lotanyw.reached home at like 8plus.
and yada-yada even more stuff is happening
i'm super duper confused now.

lost count on whose turn is it to apologise
i'm not unreasonable.you know it.
and i dunno if i want to know the truth.everything of it.
its like i know something's really wrong
yet i can figure out wads wrong

bday cake thanks to my mum:) its mickey!!!! was bored so i did this.hehe.see how much i heart the sunflower :D after pool-ing with xyz and dou! <3

hello world :)

okok.firstly.
many thanks to weiwen and alwin :D

yupps.i know you all will prolly get to read this so..

many thanks for the sunflower.woohoo

its really niceeeeee!

though a lot ask if its real or not -.-

and weiwen.

for the mickey mouse top and lovely letter

i love the pressies ok.many thanks :)

i dunno why am i even feeling this way

did loads of thinking but they dont help

i follow my heart, not brain

我要抱紧你

cos i know he wont go all the way to save me

but you will.

sunflower<3

just got this pic.with chamber after performance :)

i look tall! finally

p.s.rmb the time we stayed up late just so i can be the first one to wish you happybday? be the first one this year again?